Bittersweet Goodbye
Saturday was the last day of the musical. :'[ I had so much fun with the cast, crew, and directors and etc. I'm so lucky to have been in it with amazing and talented people. I really gained a new family and I can't believe its over. I really feel like I just lost close family memebers. Even though the play took a lot out of me, I'm happy I stayed. The last day of the musical/play was so hard. I wanted to cry and laugh at the same time. I've made so many memories and had an awesome time performing for the last time. And the after party/dinner was nothing short of fantastic and fun! This Goodbye is really bittersweet. I love and will miss every single person there.
nose bleeds headaches and stress don't mix well
Today is turning a out to be one of those days. Where everything just keeps getting worse and worse and worse.
To start off SATs are just around the corner and with the musical I'm in, I've barely found time to do homework and relax. I'm loosing sleep, focus ,and my mind. i have to finish getting a costume and this week is "hell week" meaning that our show is literally a week away. I'm not as prepared as i should be. Its a fun experience and I'm so happy i got in, but if i knew it would be this stressful i would've passed. i've got too much on my plate and a full stomach. On top of school stress and musical stress my body is suffering. I just finished getting a really bad nosebleed and now i feel light headed. I'm not eating right, I'm always tired and i get these killer headaches at least everyday during the week. and my weekends are barely fun either. Its just stress over stress over more stress. I know alot of teenagers are saying this but i really cant wait for summer. even though thats going to bring stress of its own. i have a fun filled summer planned. and hopefulyl it'll go smoothly. well smoother than this school year is turning out to be.
